There’s many reasons why I might be having this, it can be a combination of poor sleep habits, a lackluster diet or under-eating or it could be me just not knowing how to not contemplate the worst possible outcome.
I’m also someone way more down to business than I seem, I like to be casual in nonchalant chats but once my mind gets going, I become laser focused on getting a task dont at all costs, probably why I wish I worked a blue collar job like truck driving over a white collar gig, but I sadly do need the money to support my family.
That said, there’s many kinds of stress. The one I’m currently referring to is the “I’m excited to do this activity but don’t want anything to go wrong” kind.
Long story short, we’re going to Baku, it’s a nearby city. I’ve mentioned I’m on vacation and I can at least say things been going great on that particular front! I’ve had a ton of time making stir frys and marinating my chicken, and been spending a lot more time offline, as i should, but I’ve also been waking up from various nightmares manifesting from accumulating stress. My nightmares are pretty fucked and they’re usually the last thing I wanna see, like gorey nightmares cuz I’m pretty bad at handling any type of body horror or gorey games.
I often wake up short of breath, and that lack of breath is also an anxiety tic, as I never feel it when I’m relaxed. These stress tics totally suck dude.
But back on topic,
I’ll confess some things in it aren’t really new to me, such as Pilaf, but I’m still interested in how the locals make it. It seems to use a ton of aromatics, something I felt was severely missing when I traveled to Bosnia.
That said, I’m pretty excited.
I’ve finished OneShot and found it pretty damn sick. Now I have another niko to add to my list of cool nikos.
I moved on galgun afterwards, never played a lot of onrail shooters outside of ones in Yakuza so this should be fun
After that I’ve had interest in Umbral star now that nero got announced for death battle after the banger that was ash vs yugi
