Sometimes I feel like punching a hole in the wall, and other days I don’t want to unplug myself from the recharging station.

Recently, I kind of feel melancholy about things, no idea why or what brings it on. I often have blown off work, called in sick, even when you work from home, you still have to call in sick. And just hidden myself from the world. Nowadays, I don’t feel as creative as I did, even as I did a month ago.

I feel burnt out even taking breaks doesn’t seem to help as much as before.

Maybe I’m just tired of the constant stream of negativity, not from here mind you, but from the internet as a whole.
I avoid social media and news stuff, at least as best as I can but it’s impossible to fully avoid it, as sometimes news just finds its way to you.
No, I don’t think or even know if it’s the internet, maybe it’s just me.

Maybe I’ve become accustomed to being miserable in life, and it’s finally coming back to haunt me.
Or maybe I just needed to blow off some steam by bitching about it.