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What do I do?

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I don't understand people. I don't understand singing. I don't understand myself. I don't understand anything. I don't get it. Why?

Do I make people uncomfortable with my vulnerability? I can't find my voice. People say I should be a voice actor because I have so many different voices. But which one is mine? People love my deep tones and soft spoken word, but I hate it. So much. Why do I keep trying? Because I have to?

Why do I have to? Where am I going? What is happening? So many people younger than me and their voices are steady and clear. And I'm still figuring out who I am? From the very bottom? God fucking damn it.

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jiyuuboyetsvi
Nebulon_Galaxy said:
Maybe the same can be said with your singing, is it the freedom from releasing your voice? Or is it from the creative aspects of using your voice? Maybe having your voice touch others and inspire them to be something?
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It's all of these, but mostly the former. I feel like I'm not letting my restraints off. It's scary. Really scary. It makes me scream in gut wrenching, agonizing, world rending horror.
Jayonnaise6105
I feel like anyone is gonna come up feeling short if they compare themselves to others in that way. Like, yeah some people might've started younger. They may have figured their shit out first. Doesn't mean they're any better for it. Doesn't mean you can't figure your shit out in your own time, or that you have to be hard on yourself for not living up to that same standard.

And you are trying. You're putting your music and yourself out there. That's scary as hell, but you've been doing it anyway :fire:
Nebulon_Galaxy
I ask that to myself yet my hands move as my mind pushes for a never ending goal. Insipiration? Creative freedom? Maybe i just like making myself work? But deep inside i found out that i love to make worlds with my own hands. Even the smallest stick figure is filled with life too me. Maybe the same can be said with your singing, is it the freedom from releasing your voice? Or is it from the creative aspects of using your voice? Maybe having your voice touch others and inspire them to be something?
jiyuuboyetsvi
https://gaming-heaven.net/blogs/post/what-do-i-do.29/
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