Jayonnaise6105
Princess of Nightmares and/or Queen of Friendship
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I was sorting through a bunch of my manga on the weekend and was hit with a bit of "back in my day" nostalgia. I've always lived in a pretty remote part of my country, and my area never really had shops that sold anime or manga when I was growing up. I also didn't have the internet until around 2018, so I always had to travel out of town if I wanted to look at or buy any of that stuff.
I'd have to get on a 3 hour train ride to my nearest major city, that normally left sometime around 6:30am-7am. I'd have to spend about 8-9 hours in the city before another 3 hour train ride home. It was always long day of waiting & walking.
Despite how much of a pain it was to get up that early, and to spend that much time on the train, just to look at manga and anime merch, I do miss those days. There was this peaceful kind of satisfaction from having spent most of a day outside of my familiar surroundings, usually having the latest tankoubon volume of Yotsubato! as proof that I'd gotten outside of my comfort zone. The exercise probably helped me feel satisfied too.
I would also travel to the same city on roughly the same schedule when they would hold anime conventions. Those were the only times in my life I'd ever cosplayed; as Ash Ketchum from the Pokemon anime, Shirogane Naoto from Persona 4 & Zoro from One Piece (I did dye my hair green for that one). My grandmother would make the costumes for me, and she always did a phenomenal job with them. They were similarly long days, but similarly satisfying too. Those conventions were also a rare opportunity for me to watch some live pro wrestling and pick up some more obscure games/anime/manga.
Nowadays, we do finally have places for that stuff. I can stroll into a local book store and buy manga. I can visit an electronics retailer for (really overpriced) anime DVDs and collectables. A friend and I used to have a running joke when we would visit shops in town: "let's go have a look at the Gundam model kits". The joke being there weren't any shops that sold them, but now there are. There are two shops that do, even.
Maybe I'm just old? Maybe I miss those days when I could take that much time out of my day just to travel and not do all that much with said time? Maybe I'm just not as into anime/manga as I used to be? I don't know. All I do know is that finally having all that niche stuff in my local shops doesn't really feel as special to me as when I had to put in much more effort to see/get it.
If you read this far, thank you and have a lovely day
If you didn't read this far, or at all, still have a lovely day goshdangit! 
I'd have to get on a 3 hour train ride to my nearest major city, that normally left sometime around 6:30am-7am. I'd have to spend about 8-9 hours in the city before another 3 hour train ride home. It was always long day of waiting & walking.
Despite how much of a pain it was to get up that early, and to spend that much time on the train, just to look at manga and anime merch, I do miss those days. There was this peaceful kind of satisfaction from having spent most of a day outside of my familiar surroundings, usually having the latest tankoubon volume of Yotsubato! as proof that I'd gotten outside of my comfort zone. The exercise probably helped me feel satisfied too.
I would also travel to the same city on roughly the same schedule when they would hold anime conventions. Those were the only times in my life I'd ever cosplayed; as Ash Ketchum from the Pokemon anime, Shirogane Naoto from Persona 4 & Zoro from One Piece (I did dye my hair green for that one). My grandmother would make the costumes for me, and she always did a phenomenal job with them. They were similarly long days, but similarly satisfying too. Those conventions were also a rare opportunity for me to watch some live pro wrestling and pick up some more obscure games/anime/manga.
Nowadays, we do finally have places for that stuff. I can stroll into a local book store and buy manga. I can visit an electronics retailer for (really overpriced) anime DVDs and collectables. A friend and I used to have a running joke when we would visit shops in town: "let's go have a look at the Gundam model kits". The joke being there weren't any shops that sold them, but now there are. There are two shops that do, even.
Maybe I'm just old? Maybe I miss those days when I could take that much time out of my day just to travel and not do all that much with said time? Maybe I'm just not as into anime/manga as I used to be? I don't know. All I do know is that finally having all that niche stuff in my local shops doesn't really feel as special to me as when I had to put in much more effort to see/get it.
If you read this far, thank you and have a lovely day