Finished Siren's Call: Escape Velocity. That was...a lot. I'm gonna need time to think about my thoughts on it. But I loved it.
The time hath come, here's my steam review.
If you want the short of it, yes. Hard recommend. It's messy, but it's worth it.
I was introduced to this by Strain's video on Personalikes, and VNs are my thing, so I gave the demo a shot. I...kinda hated it, haha. You can really feel the DDLC inspirations at the start, and my sole positive feeling on that game is that it's historically important. But, after a while, I decided to give it another shot, and...hot fucking damn is this good. It's still a bit of a mess, mind. It was trying too hard in a lot of places at the start, in a lot fewer but some particularly notable places after that, and Category 5 was...a bit of a disaster. It felt like it was too obsessed with everything saying something, when everything that came before it was bold enough to say what nobody else is. That's...more than enough, honestly. There's also the matter of every female character having the same body type - Miss Lawrence's is just an exaggerated version of the one, at that - whereas even similar-looking Emil and Oliver are a little different. The gals' bodies are barely distinguishable, by contrast.
But, the good. It's got some really fun stuff in the more technical aspects. Diary entries being 4:3 and looking like they're from an old VN, good camera work, how Oliver and Violet look like they're holding hands when their portraits are next to one another. I really liked the backgrounds, too. The paint look was very nice.
But this is a VN, right? How's the story? Well...I'm not a fan of the intro, nor Category 5 or the twist (not the truth of what happened, the other thing), the rest was GREAT. It took me out, emotionally, for a few days, which is something that hasn't happened for a long time. I tend to keep notes on my thoughts while playing games, and SC made me feel heavily enough that I took breaks from playing to write to make sure I didn't lose track. It was also...uncomfortable, in a sense. It gradually becomes a very...disability-centric story. Therapy talk as horror, the horror of being disabled, precautions making you less human, and thus more able to see your own life as irrelevant, and that one large rant in Category 3. It was draining, it was cathartic, and most weirdly of all, rather than being sanded away, left in drain cleaner for a few days, and made palatable, it was REAL. It was such an incredibly good feeling. Violet's rules consisting of "I know I'm disabled, but let me please be a real person around you for once" was also felt.
Two last things: firstly, the game was very well foreshadowed. I know that's something a lot of people don't like allowing, so I want to say thanks for letting me figure out what was going to happen before it did, and then letting it happen exactly as I thought it would. Second...the scene in Category 1 where Judith creeps up on Oliver made me viscerally uncomfortable. Please try for that feeling in the sequel; I want more of it.